quite a few of my frends getting married this year...my boss oso getting married...haha...saw my frend's wedding photo in facebook juz now...she's realli pretty & happy...dunno when my sis getting married oso...i'm sure she'll be super duper pretty in a wedding gown...she'll be super happy oso...awww......hope tt day will come soon...i wanna see my sis getting married......sure veri nice de.......hehehe...well i onli hope for my sis...coz for me still a long way to go...coz i dun even have a bf now lohz....hahahahaha....juz now got someone commented tt i change bfs like changing clothes lidat...oopzzz...hehe....well...i think should get to noe more ppl since i'm still not tt old yet mahz...after tt then will noe which type of guys more suitable for me mahz...hahaha...& i oso dun think i change bfs veri fast baz...5 in 3 yrs nia mahz...if i change bf fast i would oredi be in a relationship now le baz but now oso no bf so not considered changing bf fast baz...now no one wan mahz...so might as well stay single abit longer lohz...XD
haiz...work issues + personal issues...super emo this few days...feel like crying so much...dunno wat i should do...i noe i have to get over it...but i still feel bad for leaving him...hope he's doing fine...though i wan to look forward to the future but i can't help it & look back...in the past i'll start a new relationship veri soon...but this time i think i'm juz tired...juz wan to stay single for a short while...i noe tt i'm in no position to feel sad coz i'm the one who initiated the breakup...but i realli feel veri bad...realli veri sorry...but i noe i won't be happy even if we had continued...so i dun regret my decision...but i dunno i can still pretend to smile for how long...everyday i'm juz nearing my limit b4 i realli breakdown...... T_T
1 week had passed...i'm still the same...onli difference is tt i'm not crying anymore...on top of the recent breakup...i'm veri tired coz of work...i tried my best to smile & laugh like before...until even i myself oso dunno if i'm realli happy...i dun wan my frends to be worried abt me...but i'm realli veri tired...i realli need a shoulder & a hug right now...