Diary . .
time for some updates again...well...wat should i write abt? haha...oso dunno lehz...quite a few things happened...dunno where to start from oso...haa...
not sure whether i've made the right decision this time...trust...easier said than done...maybe i've realli lost the ability to trust ppl...oso dunno wat i wan now...i think i'm juz afraid...scared tt i've chosen wrongly again...yup...& i'll hav to go thru tt same hell again...
something happened today...it makes me veri sad...kinda felt insulted...& somehow it causes me to shed tears again...i noe tt i've said tt i'll remain happy juz like the way i was before...but i'm actualli feeling hurt...this incident made me wonder even more...whether i'm doing the right thing...
though i've oredi decided...but i can't help it...i juz wavered...oso dunno wat he actualli wan from me...is he juz like the previous one? hopefully he's not...
dunno why i starting to dislike being touched by ppl...anyone...even if tt person is juz someone who happened to knocked into me in the streets or wat...sometimes i simply hate it...
well...since i've made the decision...i think i'll juz stick wif it...dun like to go back on my words...no matter wat's gonna happen...it's a decision tt i've made...so i'll hav to bear everything...good or bad...again i trust...may be good...may be bad...but who cares...^u^
hmmm...realli like quite long din update liaoz horz...hehe...have been busy ever since i finish exams in dec & went back to work...& tt's in 2007...now oredi 2008 liaoz...so fast...hahaha...but i'm still as busy as before lohz...sad rite...have been working ot ever since i return to work after my study leave...wahh...sianz lohz...no time for other things...weekends oso quite busy...shopping for christmas presents....shopping for new clothes....watching all the movies tt i've wanted to watch during my exam period...hahaha...every weekend oso quite packed...finally in a new year liaoz...but this week oso busy...coz of the closing...& this week lesson oso start liaoz...
a new year...2008...dun realli have any new yr resolutions...looking back at wat i've done in 2007...i can onli say tt i changed alot in the yr...not the way i looks or wat...but the way i think...its realli quite different from my point of view...dunno the change in me is good or bad...but i'm happy wif the way things are now...happy wif the way i'm living my life...although oredi 21 liaoz...& turning 22 this yr...but i'm still not tt old...so wan to play juz play lohz...if not a few yrs ltr i think i'll surely regret for not doing so..."live life to the fullest"...a nice phrase tt i think applies to me now...have no regrets over wat i've done in 2007...coz why regret...since it had oredi happened rite...hehe...i'm realli glad tt i've went back to be the person i am in the past...maybe not totally...but the happy portion is back...& i'll try to let it stay tt way...coz no one wans to be sad...& i dun think i should be...when i hav frends wif me...not alot though...but a few is oredi enuff...frends who will accompany me when i'm bored...be there for me when i need them...lend me a shoulder when i need a rest...& frends who will do crazy things & laugh wif me...hahaha...i'm glad & fortunate to hav them...i'll not be naming out those ppl...coz ppl u should noe who u are...though i nv say it coz i think its realli too mushy & some things dun hav to be said...but hey ppl...I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!!! *muackzzz* thanx for being my frends...hehe...^u^