Diary . .
not feeling well since last mon. started sneezing since fri. then fri nite abit feverish. then today i think i'm realli sick liaoz. haha...wat a long process.
nearly couldn't get out of my bed this morning. went to work blur blur de. first thing my colleague say to me when i reach office is: "u sick le arz? u look so pale." my reply is: "hmmm...i'm still alive. so should be ok." hahaha
well...alive realli doesn't means i'm ok. coz started feeling feverish again after i went back to my seat. somehow had some disagreements wif my dearie. feel tt the care & concern frm him is not enuff. well...gals need more care & concern & attention especially when they are not feeling well. but dearie dunno & dun understand.
finally finished work & its oredi 7pm liaoz. ryan asked me not to go home first. he say wan to bring me go see doc. he's juz a frend. but i told him i on my way home liaoz. the person tt i hope to hear those words coming frm is not him. too bad.
then he juz crap abit. ask me why i sick le but my bf din bring me go see doc. why my bf din take good care of me let me fall sick. haiz...i juz tell him coz i can take care of myself. guess wat he say? he say: "tt's not a good reason for ur bf to not take care of u. gals need to be taken care of & be pampered."
well...i juz tell him tt maybe i'm not a normal gal lohz. hahaha...everyone say i'm abnormal mahz. haha. hopefully he won't nag at me again tml. told him not to wait for me le...coz no use de. the day he's waiting for...will nv come.