Diary . .
Having some problems wif my dearie. So sad. We talked abt it on monday.
Have been thinking abt things over the past 2 days after our conversation on monday. Hmm......I think actualli dearie can spend time wif me on saturdays is oredi good enuff liaoz. Coz i noe he veri busy wif his work. Maybe in the past he can use his saturdays to do his work, then can spread out his work throughout the week. But now becoz of me, he cannot do his work on saturdays. Knowing tt he stayed up until veri late to do his work, my heart pain pain.
Have been hoping tt he can spend more time wif me, chatting on the phone or wat. But now I think actualli its ok if he cannot. If I have to choose btw chatting wif dearie on the phone longer & causing him to stay up veri late to do his work, & chatting wif dearie for a short while, I would choose to chat wif dearie for a short while. Coz lidat he can finish the work he wan to do earlier then he can go to sleep earlier.
Thinking back abt wat happened, I feel quite bad for getting angry wif dearie when he can't chat wif me or chat wif me only for a short while. I think I'm being quite unreasonable.
Haiz... I veri bad rite. Maybe my think is still quite childish baz. Have to learn to be more understanding. Enuff for now, I go watch my anime liaoz.
