Diary . .
since things had ended on fri...2 guys hav asked me out...but dunno why i dun realli hav the mood to meet anyone...dun wan to hav a repeat of wat had juz happened so soon...i still need more time...hopefully by cny my mood would hav brightened up...even by juz a little bit...after cny comes valentine's day...a lonely valentine's day again for this yr...haiz...so sick of everything & myself...dun wan to think but sometimes ppl will ask abt it...some is happy to hear tt news...some is sad for me...as for myself...i'll juz hav to get used to how things was b4...if not wat can i do...hate tt feeling of helplessness...i juz hate it...i will make myself feel better soon...as soon as possible...its not as if its the end of the world...& i think i'll be able to find a better one...soon...