Diary . .
time for some updates again...well...wat should i write abt? haha...oso dunno lehz...quite a few things happened...dunno where to start from oso...haa...
not sure whether i've made the right decision this time...trust...easier said than done...maybe i've realli lost the ability to trust ppl...oso dunno wat i wan now...i think i'm juz afraid...scared tt i've chosen wrongly again...yup...& i'll hav to go thru tt same hell again...
something happened today...it makes me veri sad...kinda felt insulted...& somehow it causes me to shed tears again...i noe tt i've said tt i'll remain happy juz like the way i was before...but i'm actualli feeling hurt...this incident made me wonder even more...whether i'm doing the right thing...
though i've oredi decided...but i can't help it...i juz wavered...oso dunno wat he actualli wan from me...is he juz like the previous one? hopefully he's not...
dunno why i starting to dislike being touched by ppl...anyone...even if tt person is juz someone who happened to knocked into me in the streets or wat...sometimes i simply hate it...
well...since i've made the decision...i think i'll juz stick wif it...dun like to go back on my words...no matter wat's gonna happen...it's a decision tt i've made...so i'll hav to bear everything...good or bad...again i trust...may be good...may be bad...but who cares...^u^