haiz...this week hav to cover receptionist during lunch for the whole week again...sianz...sitting here is realli a veri boring task for me...i rather do some work at my side tt...haiz...but no choice lohz...din realli do anything over the weekends...sat stay home for the whole day...do homework in the morning...then took a nap in the afternoon...sun giv my cousin tuition...after tt went to the hospital to visit my grandma...haiz...my grandma looks so thin & weak & bony...felt a surge of emotions in me when i was looking at her...so sad...feel like crying...din notice tt she had realli grown alot older...still rmb staying over at her place wif my sis & cousins during the holidays when i was younger...thinking of it makes me wan to cry even more...*sobz*...but i managed not to cry...i dun wan to cry......over the weekends i was looking for someone...tt person seems to hav disappeared...msg oso din reply...& when finally found oredi when i called last nite...the reason is coz din on hp & when see my msg on sunday oredi too late liaoz...arghhh!!! super angry...wat lame excuse is tt...make me lose sleep & worried over nothing for 2 days...tot something happened or wat...arghhh!!! 'qi si wo le'...arghhh!!! i dun care le lahz!!! *hmpf*
i'm sick liaoz...so sianz...i think this is the 2nd time i'm sick for the yr...abit of running nose & a slight fever...its making me kinda blur today...haiz......dunno whether coz of this my mood abit affected or wat...i've tried...maybe din try my veri veri best...but at least i've tried....i'm losing something called patience...which is veri limited in me...haha...aiya dun care lahz...wont let anything affect my mood...dun wan to think of these things...i'll be like how i used to be...worrying abt nothing & always so happy...haha...tt's wat i wan now......hehe...well...since i'm abit sick...so it makes me abit 'dangerous'...haha...