Diary . .
sianz arz......nothing to do...today not much things to key...oredi finish keying the enrolments given to me this morning...haiz......i think i misunderstood something all along...dun realli noe why i feel this way...maybe coz of wat some of my frends said to me...there will alwaiz be a few frends ard when i online & sign in my ym & msn...they will chat wif me until i go offline...through chatting wif them i realised tt maybe these ppl care more abt me...or maybe at least they should tt they are concerned...but sometimes they ask me questions which i dunno how to ans...they ask me the reason for my decision...i dunno how to ans them coz i oso dunno the ans...some will persuade me to change my mind...& as days goes by...i became more & more unsure...is tt the correct decision? who can tell me? haiz......national day coming...this thurs...haha...public holiday...& the lesson is postponed to sat afternoon...haiz...wasted my beautiful sat...still haven tot of wat to do on thurs......worst come to worst stay home & online lohz...wan to online but dun feel like it...coz will hav to entertain some frends' questions again...why din go out...wan to meet up...blah blah blah...haiz...they are nice ppl to chat wif...but sometimes they realli ask lots of questions...haha...'zuo ren zhen nan'...