Diary . .
found a job le...temp admin assistant...but the contract 6 months...so abit not like temp lehz...haha...but ok lahz...went for the interview on wednesday...its an insurance company located ard bugis area...so quite easy for me to go sch...working hrs from 8.30am to 5.30pm...might hav OT...but wont hav them on tues & thurs...coz my agent got tell the manager tt i got classes on those days...the ppl there seems to be quite nice lohz...at least not as quiet as the previous company which i went for interview...haha...gonna be busy from july onwards...working & studying...but somehow i think i'll prefer a life tt's more busy for the time being...maybe coz staying at home for the previous semester makes me bored even though i took 5 papers at tt time...haha...yesterday i found out tt i can be the kind of person which i personally loathe...bad & cruel...i used to see tt kind of ppl as being veri mean & nasty...i still think so now...but i've become one of them...& i despise myself as much as i despise tt kind of ppl...but words said cannot be taken back...even if can...i oso wont...coz i'm the kind of ppl who will do wat i've said...no turning back...i noe i'm quite bad...but i did it out of fear...fear of wat might happen if i din do tt...clear & straight...tt was how it was done...without giving any reasons for the decision made...which makes me think tt its veri cruel...& i hate myself...but wats done is done...i'll not regret the decision i've made...i can onli say sry......