Diary . .
well...issuing cheques now...but write until veri sianz...so juz wanna slack abit...haha...had a dream the other day...i consider it as a bad one...the person's face kept coming into my mind for this few days...so it should be a nightmare to me...haha...nonetheless its a dream tt reminded me abt something......this few days everyday got lessons...so tired...for all the part 1 papers i think onli the 3rd one is abit different from wat i've learnt in poly...so i find it more interesting than the previous two...well...yesterday wan go eat mos burger in btw lessons de...juz like wat i did on tues...but yesterday it was full...so i went to burger king instead...haha...i still rmb i said before tt i cannot survive alone...i dun like to eat alone & shop alone...& be alone...but i guess i'm growing up & learning to be strong now...coz i find myself being able to go for meals alone in btw lessons...while i wait for lihui & the nxt lesson...i can onli say tt its a good thing...tt means i'm more independent le...although i may oredi look strong & independent in the past...but i guess i'm actualli not as strong & independent as wat others tot......its juz tt i dun wan to say...coz if i say it out...it would be like exposing my weaknesses...& i will feel veri insecure......so instead of being taken care or being cared for...i usually play the role of taking care & caring for my frends...so i've got alot of frends who are depends on me...various reasons given...some say coz they trust me...& feel tt i can realli be trusted...but does anyone noe tt i oso need to be taken care of??? & to be cared for??? haiz...not trying to complain abt anything...haha...i think maybe i'm juz too tired becoz of my recent busy schedule...maybe i'm still not used to the schedule yet......will be used to it soon...so tt my frends can continue to rely on me......& as for yandan...i noe alot of things happened...& u dunno wat to do...sry......i'm realli veri sry...pls giv me some time to sort out my own thoughts first...i will try my best to think of wat i can do to help u...or wat advices i can giv u...juz giv me a few moments...jia you to both u & me!!! jia you!!!