a post for my dear frend....(u noe who u r)
i noe u veri the confused & troubled over everything in ur life now...ur studies...ur relationship...& ur work...i noe it seems tt everything came all in one go suddenly...cry if u wan to...i noe u are brought up to be strong & independent...but crying over some things once in a while is realli veri normal & veri ok...crying can help u relieve ur stress & u will feel better after tt...u are not the only person who is being troubled by these things...its juz tt when u are troubled u share it wif ur frends...some ppl chooses to suffer or should i say face them alone...its juz tt they prefer not to talk abt it...i'm not trying to say tt u are bothering me...in fact i'm happi tt u share wif me ur troubles...think of wat u realli wan...if u cant find the ans now...juz relax...like i say the ans will look for u eventually...it will juz pop up when u are not realli thinking of it...cry...juz cry...u will feel better...after tt if u are still unhappi becoz of some things...then juz dun think abt it...coz u will feel like crying again...crying once is enuff...haha...coz i said once in a while rite....hehe...i noe how u feel now...u dun wan ur parents & him to be worried abt u...u wan to show them tt u are oredi a grown-up...u can handle all these independently...pride & dignity is impt to a leo...but realli...crying doesnt means tt u are not strong & not independent...i can lend u my shoulder & my pair of listening ear if u need them...dun worry too much...there is alwaiz a way to solve all these problems u hav now...^^
haven been updating blog again...haha...coz realli got nothing to write...but recently got some new things....i've got a job...a temp job...being an accounts assistant...covering someone on maternity leave again...haha...the company is crestar education group...working in the accounts & finance department in the hq in marine parade...but dun think "wah...hq lehz"...coz the department onli got 6 ppl...including the manager, me, the lady on maternity leave & 3 other colleagues...haha...smaller as compared to olam...but the work not as stressful...more on ap...but quite unlucky...coz the lady i covering actualli suppose to go on leave near end of sep de...but due to some health problems she went on leave earlier...on my 2nd day of work she mc le...for 1 wk...then the following mon which is this mon...she onli come half day...then she went on maternity leave le...will onli be back at end of nov...sianz...she onli taught me her things for 1 or 2 days...but at least she got write down the things for me...& some veri veri complicated things the colleagues take over...i onli do ap which includes keying in invoices & making payments...& some other things...like integrating the accts...although sounds veri little but actualli alot...coz the schools. franchise & license co tt the company got is more than a dozen...& the account codes veri veri the complicated...got 15 numbers & 2 alphabets...so long...-_-...on the 1st day of work they still doing closing for aug..so now got alot of invoices to key...the invoices to key for ap is like mountain...the invoices tt need to make payment is like sea...wah...somemore the sea haven include tt mountain of invoices...T_T...worst of all...i'm now sick...or should i say i've been sick since mon...fever+cough+sorethroat...haiz...life is terrible sia...but okie lahz...coz the ppl there oso not bad...although not as friendly as those from olam...but i still got go lunch wif them lohz...they dun talk much...maybe coz i not tt frend wif them yet...haha...our manager in-charge of 3 depts...accts,IT & inventory...again...dun think alot of ppl...coz total onli got 10...including manaager & me...all in 1 office...hahaha...sianz...no handsome guys...so no motivation...hahaha...but i think i can endure untl contract end de lahz...haha...coz i think there oso not tt bad...heez...^^