Diary . .
something happened btw my sister,yd, & her "frend"...something bad...but i shouldnt touch on here...but wat happened to her is somewat similar to wat happened to me...haiz...her case realli quite similar to mine...the onli difference is tt mine is a frend...hers is her "frend"...believe someone alot...but then tt someone changed one day...all of a sudden...become someone u dunno...juz like any passer-by...so unfamiliar yet familiar...u noe this person...or u think u noe...haaa...& u recall...everything u said or did is juz like a joke...hahaa...i tot i can forget things veri fast...but after the conversation wif yd...i discover tt the wound in me is still there...the blood is still dripping from it as it beats on...so pain...a undescribable pain...maybe i should start to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart...& try to stick them back together...hope tt i can finish picking them up & not leave out any piece of them...i realli hope tt there's someone to help pick up my pieces of shattered heart & nurse my wound wif me...who should i look to...to help me??? everyone is so busy...too busy to help me...haiz.........sad............i guess i'll juz hav to nurse my wound myself in a quiet corner..........if there's anyone who is not so busy & is willing to giv me a hand...pls let me noe......thanx.........today is my "mei li ma ma's" birthday...haha...i still rmb...sent her a mms this morning to wish her haapy birthday...heheez...miss them so much...she say they shift office liaoz...but still in the same level...haha...hope tt their new office's environment is good...haha...she ask we all got time mus go visit them...haha...same as her boss......but if i got time i will sure ask janejane & huaqishen de...but all of us working now...so dun think it will be so soon......sianz...haha......