Diary . .
bored as usual...back from lunch early...dun wan to go back to my work so early...if not ltr nothing to do...haha...haven been doing anything in the past weekend...other than playing online games oso nothing to do...coz lihui working ot on sat & sun...if not actualli going out together de...hav been doing some thinking since i so free...but...think halfway then dun wan to think le...coz it will onli make me unhappy...tots were negative...when consoling my frends i can ask them & help them to think positively...& in the end their tots all become positive...haaa...but for myself...i dunno why its so hard...emptiness...tt's wat i'm feeling...hav been like tt...until i cannot even rmb when i got this kind of feeling...sometimes my frends will ask i got bf anot...or when i gonna find a bf...haha...u think so easy mehz...those i like dun like me...or should i say...maybe i'm scared...everytime i start having feelings for someone...& we getting quite close...i will withdraw...there's once i even stop talking to him all of a sudden...not even telling him anything...& i onli start talking to him again when i got rid of those feelings...haha...quite bad...i noe...but i oso dunno why like tt...haiz................feeling so sick..............