Diary . .
haiz...feeling abit down recently...still trying to get used to the voice of my colleague...maybe juz need abit more time baz...i tot i had gotten over it...but no...realise onli when i heard my colleague's voice...haha...so lame...alot happened to him...got to see his blog the other day...haven seen it since march or april i think...oso dunno why din see his blog...but oso dunno why still see his blog......haiz......haven been back to see prss band for quite a long time le...but heard from huifen they having break now...coz of the exams...dun go back oso good...coz scare see sir...scare he ask me abt him...he alwaiz like tt...almost everytime i go back band he will ask me abt him...so i alwaiz dissappear b4 band ends...dun giv him chance to ask...haha...last time still can ans him...if he is to ask me now...i oso dunno how to ans...still keeping from him abt wat happened...maybe he noe abt it from other ppl...who noes......but as long as i'm concerned...i wont let him noe abt it...dunno why...juz dun wan...coz dun wan their 'guan xi' to become worst...its oredi veri bad...& i still think its all my fault...haiz.............how i hope i can turn back time......to the time when things are still not so bad & ugly.......haiz.........is wat i wan too much???